This is Me: Finding My Voice

Dear God,

Whew it’s been a Saturday.

After I wrote my blog, that night was hell. I was sad. And crying. And feeling worthless.

I even wrote a blog post about it (About Last Night)

You really work God. Shortly after that, one of my friends called and we talked. About a lot of things (not my feelings). But I felt seen and loved. It even resulted in another blog post (One Body)

Another friend texted me asking how I was. And that was my day.

I really didn’t do anything today except rest. And I feel rejuvenated. One frustrating thing was that I have a flare up in my armpit. It’s calm right now but it may be painful tomorrow. It’s funny because a couple of months ago I told God that I’m healed from this. And it’s been less painful. Unfortunately, I don’t know what triggers the flare up. All I can do is pray that it breaks fast and I can be in less pain soon.

Thank you for answering my prayer. Even if it’s temporary I feel good and at peace.

I am loved, I am desired, I am not a failure. I am worthy.

Love,

Tisa Ibori