This is Me: Finding My Voice
A blog to openly put all my feelings while I'm discovering and loving myself.
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Today started off really well. And now I’m in my head. Lol. So, I don’t know if I’ve mentioned this in other blogs, but I serve on the prayer team at my church. And that has come with its highs and lows, but I do think I’m right where God wants me to be. That…
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Right now I feel empty. I’m in church right now and I feel deeply lost. I feel like I’m losing a battle even though God has already won the battle: I’m deep in comparison battle. I feel like I’m losing a battle. I’m slowly falling into self hatred. I just don’t know why anyone would…
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Sigh. I don’t know anymore. Everyone is annoying me. But I think it’s because I don’t know how to be a freidn. I feel bad because nothing is happening in my life. And I’m sad. The relationships I envision aren’t there. And it’s maybe a combo of me being me but also life. TV lied.…
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Hi God, We made it! Last day of the fast. And I blogged for everyday (clap for me…clap clap). It has been a rollercoaster ride of emotions. I have felt the highest of highs, the lowest of lows, and the in between. But through it all, I talked to you, and we got more intimate.…
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Happy Friday! Wow it has been a week. Today I think was a time of reflection. It has been a rough week emotionally. I have cried and cried. But most of all, I have just been exhausted. Exhausted at the state of my situation. Exhausted at starting from square 1 in the job search. Exhausted…
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Hi God, Today was good. Still need to fix my sleep schedule, but I’m hoping that once the fast ends, it will autocorrect. Nothing significant happened today. Honestly, I just rested and chilled. I did read a lot about jealousy and envy. I do want that to be resolved. The big thing is that I…
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Hi God, Happy Wednesday! Humpp dayyyy Today started out heavy. I woke up to my dad angry at me that I didn’t call him to tell him happy birthday at 10 AM. His birthday is today. Anyways after I got over that, I sat in my bed for hours. Luckily, my temp company called, and…
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Hi God. It’s been a day. Couldn’t sleep until 430 and woke up at 1030. Then went back to sleep until 1. It’s not like I’m doing anything right? These feelings will pass but right now I’m very much over it. When I woke up this song was in my head (thanks Holy Spirit). I…
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Hi God, I know this post is earlier than normal, but I feared it wouldn’t get done if not now. I woke up with a heavy heart and knew I didn’t get the North Carolina job. I tried to believe but I think you were preparing me. I wrote the songs today, just so I…
This is Me: Finding My Voice 