Category: Diary

  • Hi God, Happy Wednesday! Humpp dayyyy Today started out heavy. I woke up to my dad angry at me that I didn’t call him to tell him happy birthday at 10 AM. His birthday is today. Anyways after I got over that, I sat in my bed for hours. Luckily, my temp company called, and…

  • Hi God. It’s been a day. Couldn’t sleep until 430 and woke up at 1030. Then went back to sleep until 1. It’s not like I’m doing anything right? These feelings will pass but right now I’m very much over it. When I woke up this song was in my head (thanks Holy Spirit). I…

  • Hi God, I know this post is earlier than normal, but I feared it wouldn’t get done if not now. I woke up with a heavy heart and knew I didn’t get the North Carolina job. I tried to believe but I think you were preparing me. I wrote the songs today, just so I…

  • Hi God, It’s me, your daughter. Happy snow day! I didn’t go outside once today but everytime I see snow it reminds me of the fact that no two snowflake are the same and how, like snowflakes, we are uniquely and wonderfully made (I hope that’s not a fake fact). Today was restful and insightful.…

  • Dear God, You know, I always come here to ask and complain but I never stop and see how you’re doing. So how are you God? What are you feeling? Someone reminded me that it’s important to stand still with you in silence. Today was calm. I’m realizing through this that I don’t do a…

  • First, I’m still cracking up about how you showed myself who I am and I need to stop worrying (read my last post for real time updates). I think it served as a good reminder about that you got me. I am protected and seen by you. I don’t know why I can’t remember the…

  • Hi God, Today was a weird day. As in, although I was fasting I was fully distracted all day. First, I went to bed extremely late (4 AM) and woke up at 12. And then I’ve just been distracted. I haven’t heard back from the job and my devotion ended so I’ve just been…bleh. I…

  • Dear God, Hi lol. Today was a lazy day. I caught up on all of my sleep (almost 8 hours woohoo!) I also woke up a little ill today. And it’s probably because it’s so cold. And I did absolutely nothing except apply to jobs and sleep. I was really tired. So, remember that yes…

  • Hi God, Today’s song was the voice of God. Whew, thank you Lord that I have the privilege of hearing your voice anywhere. That I don’t have to always go to an altar to feel your presence. Because you do. You live in me through the Holy Spirit. Today was odd. Not in a bad…

  • Hi God, Happy MLK Jr Day! I pray his dream someday becomes our reality, but we will continue to work for your kingdom. Sooo, these were the songs today. Feels like you had a point about obedience and yes. Hmm. It’s so interesting because I feel like you’re trying to prepare me before I have…