This is Me: Finding My Voice
A blog to openly put all my feelings while I'm discovering and loving myself.
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Category: Fasting
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Hi God, We made it! Last day of the fast. And I blogged for everyday (clap for me…clap clap). It has been a rollercoaster ride of emotions. I have felt the highest of highs, the lowest of lows, and the in between. But through it all, I talked to you, and we got more intimate.…
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Happy Friday! Wow it has been a week. Today I think was a time of reflection. It has been a rough week emotionally. I have cried and cried. But most of all, I have just been exhausted. Exhausted at the state of my situation. Exhausted at starting from square 1 in the job search. Exhausted…
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Hi God, Today was good. Still need to fix my sleep schedule, but I’m hoping that once the fast ends, it will autocorrect. Nothing significant happened today. Honestly, I just rested and chilled. I did read a lot about jealousy and envy. I do want that to be resolved. The big thing is that I…
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Hi God, Happy Wednesday! Humpp dayyyy Today started out heavy. I woke up to my dad angry at me that I didn’t call him to tell him happy birthday at 10 AM. His birthday is today. Anyways after I got over that, I sat in my bed for hours. Luckily, my temp company called, and…
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Hi God. It’s been a day. Couldn’t sleep until 430 and woke up at 1030. Then went back to sleep until 1. It’s not like I’m doing anything right? These feelings will pass but right now I’m very much over it. When I woke up this song was in my head (thanks Holy Spirit). I…
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Hi God, I know this post is earlier than normal, but I feared it wouldn’t get done if not now. I woke up with a heavy heart and knew I didn’t get the North Carolina job. I tried to believe but I think you were preparing me. I wrote the songs today, just so I…
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Hi God, It’s me, your daughter. Happy snow day! I didn’t go outside once today but everytime I see snow it reminds me of the fact that no two snowflake are the same and how, like snowflakes, we are uniquely and wonderfully made (I hope that’s not a fake fact). Today was restful and insightful.…
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Dear God, You know, I always come here to ask and complain but I never stop and see how you’re doing. So how are you God? What are you feeling? Someone reminded me that it’s important to stand still with you in silence. Today was calm. I’m realizing through this that I don’t do a…
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First, I’m still cracking up about how you showed myself who I am and I need to stop worrying (read my last post for real time updates). I think it served as a good reminder about that you got me. I am protected and seen by you. I don’t know why I can’t remember the…
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Dear God, Hi lol. Today was a lazy day. I caught up on all of my sleep (almost 8 hours woohoo!) I also woke up a little ill today. And it’s probably because it’s so cold. And I did absolutely nothing except apply to jobs and sleep. I was really tired. So, remember that yes…
This is Me: Finding My Voice 