This is Me: Finding My Voice
A blog to openly put all my feelings while I'm discovering and loving myself.
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Category: Christian
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Hey! Lol, I thought I’d be gone for awhile. Turns out I have gotten used to writing my feelings out so here goes. There’s no concrete structure, just ramblings. Today at church, something that stood out to me was making my body a house of worship, a place of Bethel and where God lives. Worship…
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Hi God, We made it! Last day of the fast. And I blogged for everyday (clap for me…clap clap). It has been a rollercoaster ride of emotions. I have felt the highest of highs, the lowest of lows, and the in between. But through it all, I talked to you, and we got more intimate.…
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Happy Friday! Wow it has been a week. Today I think was a time of reflection. It has been a rough week emotionally. I have cried and cried. But most of all, I have just been exhausted. Exhausted at the state of my situation. Exhausted at starting from square 1 in the job search. Exhausted…
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Hi God, Today was good. Still need to fix my sleep schedule, but I’m hoping that once the fast ends, it will autocorrect. Nothing significant happened today. Honestly, I just rested and chilled. I did read a lot about jealousy and envy. I do want that to be resolved. The big thing is that I…
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A couple of weeks ago, I watched the movie David (great movie). I really enjoyed it, but one theme that really struck me was Jonathan and David’s relationship. Although the movie didn’t portray how close of a relationship they had, they highlighted Jonathan’s unselfishness and him stepping outside gladly for David to take his place…
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Hi God, Happy Wednesday! Humpp dayyyy Today started out heavy. I woke up to my dad angry at me that I didn’t call him to tell him happy birthday at 10 AM. His birthday is today. Anyways after I got over that, I sat in my bed for hours. Luckily, my temp company called, and…
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Hi God. It’s been a day. Couldn’t sleep until 430 and woke up at 1030. Then went back to sleep until 1. It’s not like I’m doing anything right? These feelings will pass but right now I’m very much over it. When I woke up this song was in my head (thanks Holy Spirit). I…
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Dear God, I thank you that you are God of all. That there is only one of you. That I don’t have to go to various gods for various emotions or things. I can give it all to you. I thank you God that you are truly Kadosh-holiest of it all. I thank you Lord…
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Hi God, I know this post is earlier than normal, but I feared it wouldn’t get done if not now. I woke up with a heavy heart and knew I didn’t get the North Carolina job. I tried to believe but I think you were preparing me. I wrote the songs today, just so I…
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Yes, the world is dark-Yes, hope can seem futile But what if we chose to keep on believingnot in people, or government, but in Yahweh Yes, sin has made the world fractured-In ways that we understand and can’tBut the world has always been impacted by sinThe only constant has been God’s goodness The same God…