This is Me: Finding My Voice
A blog to openly put all my feelings while I'm discovering and loving myself.
Category: Christian
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This day is holy to our Lord. Do not grieve, for the joy of the Lord is your strength- Nehemiah 8:10 Dear God, Today I woke up with the song “joy” on my heart by Chandler Moore and Israel Houghton (up above). And today I decided that was going to be my mantra. I wanted…
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Dear God, You are funny. I felt better today (no song in my heart that I woke up to) but I did get extremely sad during the day. This also wasn’t good because I had a case interview (I thought it was behavaioral lolll). I just can’t shake the failure feeling off. I do need…
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Dear Abba Father, I woke up with a song: “Owe You praise” by Elevation Worship. And I guess that did set the mood. You woke me up this morning (thank you) and even if I don’t believe it my cup is overflowing. I thank you Lord for honesty. I came to you, and you answered…
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Dear God, Right now Naomi Raine’s song “Be with Me” is playing. She has a verse in the bridge “Fear has no choice but to bow down, darkness gives way to the light now, heaven and earth they respond to the sound, whatever I speak that’s what it’ll be.” I’m having a hard time believing…
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Hi. It’s been a while. I’m still here. We thank God. Happy new year. I’m still unemployed. The past month has been good. I’ve remained hopeful, I’ve had interviews, and occupied myself with other things (like subbing, sims, etc). I’m trying to eat healthier and go to the gym more. But today? Today is hard.…
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This week I have felt at peace. And it’s scaring me. I wonder if I’m becoming too comfortable in it. I got laid off in April. I have been unsuccessfully looking for a new job since. I’ve felt a roller coaster of emotions. Betrayal, embarrassment, anger, sadness, hopelessness. But now I feel at peace. But…
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So I have a hard time with being authentically me. And during this transition of life, I think one lesson God is trying to teach me is that freedom in Christ means the privilege to be authentically the way God has created me. When I think back to April, I can’t help thinking how different…
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So I’ve never been in a relationship. And I’m 25. And it really bothers me. But I think what really bothers me is because I don’t feel desirable to others (particularly men). First, let’s start with where I’m at right now. I have this tendency to have crushes out of boredom (I’m a lil delulu…
This is Me: Finding My Voice 