This is Me: Finding My Voice
A blog to openly put all my feelings while I'm discovering and loving myself.
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First, I’m still cracking up about how you showed myself who I am and I need to stop worrying (read my last post for real time updates). I think it served as a good reminder about that you got me. I am protected and seen by you. I don’t know why I can’t remember the…
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Today I woke up and my heart was heavy. And I don’t think I got the job. Granted, this could be over worrying, but they were supposed to reach back out on Wednesday. It’s Friday now. Normally when that happens, you didn’t make it and they forgot to send the “We regret to inform you”…
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Hi God, Today was a weird day. As in, although I was fasting I was fully distracted all day. First, I went to bed extremely late (4 AM) and woke up at 12. And then I’ve just been distracted. I haven’t heard back from the job and my devotion ended so I’ve just been…bleh. I…
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Dear God, Hi lol. Today was a lazy day. I caught up on all of my sleep (almost 8 hours woohoo!) I also woke up a little ill today. And it’s probably because it’s so cold. And I did absolutely nothing except apply to jobs and sleep. I was really tired. So, remember that yes…
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Hi God, Today’s song was the voice of God. Whew, thank you Lord that I have the privilege of hearing your voice anywhere. That I don’t have to always go to an altar to feel your presence. Because you do. You live in me through the Holy Spirit. Today was odd. Not in a bad…
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Hi God, Happy MLK Jr Day! I pray his dream someday becomes our reality, but we will continue to work for your kingdom. Sooo, these were the songs today. Feels like you had a point about obedience and yes. Hmm. It’s so interesting because I feel like you’re trying to prepare me before I have…
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Dear God, Today I thank you. I forgot the song this morning (I do need to write it down, especially on busy days like today.) Couple of things before I even went to church. I can’t stop thinking about my friend. I don’t know why but she always gets me flustered after we speak. The…
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In my previous post, I mentioned how I was bored. Well, I spoke too soon because soon a new emotion came in the nighttime: hopelessness. And I think even beyond hopelessness anger at myself. I feel like a waste of space. I know I’m not, but that’s my feeling right now. I don’t know. It’s…
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Dear God, Happy Friday! This is the day that you have made! So it was really interesting. This is the first time that when I slept multiple songs were playing (like a radio). I don’t remember the rest of thet songs, but this was the one that was on my heart when I wake up.…
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‘Have seven priests carry trumpets of rams’ horns in front of the ark. On the seventh day, march around the city seven times, with the priests blowing the trumpets. ‘Joshua 6:4 Dear God, Thank you for today. The song when I woke up was “what a God extended” (very specific I know). The entire song…
This is Me: Finding My Voice 