This is Me: Finding My Voice
A blog to openly put all my feelings while I'm discovering and loving myself.
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Today started off really well. And now I’m in my head. Lol. So, I don’t know if I’ve mentioned this in other blogs, but I serve on the prayer team at my church. And that has come with its highs and lows, but I do think I’m right where God wants me to be. That…
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Right now I feel empty. I’m in church right now and I feel deeply lost. I feel like I’m losing a battle even though God has already won the battle: I’m deep in comparison battle. I feel like I’m losing a battle. I’m slowly falling into self hatred. I just don’t know why anyone would…
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Sigh. I don’t know anymore. Everyone is annoying me. But I think it’s because I don’t know how to be a freidn. I feel bad because nothing is happening in my life. And I’m sad. The relationships I envision aren’t there. And it’s maybe a combo of me being me but also life. TV lied.…
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Hey! Lol, I thought I’d be gone for awhile. Turns out I have gotten used to writing my feelings out so here goes. There’s no concrete structure, just ramblings. Today at church, something that stood out to me was making my body a house of worship, a place of Bethel and where God lives. Worship…
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Hi God, We made it! Last day of the fast. And I blogged for everyday (clap for me…clap clap). It has been a rollercoaster ride of emotions. I have felt the highest of highs, the lowest of lows, and the in between. But through it all, I talked to you, and we got more intimate.…
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Happy Friday! Wow it has been a week. Today I think was a time of reflection. It has been a rough week emotionally. I have cried and cried. But most of all, I have just been exhausted. Exhausted at the state of my situation. Exhausted at starting from square 1 in the job search. Exhausted…
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Hi God, Today was good. Still need to fix my sleep schedule, but I’m hoping that once the fast ends, it will autocorrect. Nothing significant happened today. Honestly, I just rested and chilled. I did read a lot about jealousy and envy. I do want that to be resolved. The big thing is that I…
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A couple of weeks ago, I watched the movie David (great movie). I really enjoyed it, but one theme that really struck me was Jonathan and David’s relationship. Although the movie didn’t portray how close of a relationship they had, they highlighted Jonathan’s unselfishness and him stepping outside gladly for David to take his place…
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Hi God, Happy Wednesday! Humpp dayyyy Today started out heavy. I woke up to my dad angry at me that I didn’t call him to tell him happy birthday at 10 AM. His birthday is today. Anyways after I got over that, I sat in my bed for hours. Luckily, my temp company called, and…
This is Me: Finding My Voice 