Category: Blogs

  • I think I’m in an interesting crossroad. Because I still acknowledge that God is good and will always show gratitude to Him. But I genuinely hate this path that I’m on in regards to relationships. It’s tiring never feeling understood. Or being seen. Sometimes I feel like God has answered my prayers with a friend…

  • Since I was a kid, I have felt like an outsider. I’ve been yearning, craving to feel wanted. I remember in middle school, I had some money for the bake fair and someone in band casually said she wanted something and I bought it for her, ignoring my plight. And it wasn’t a feel-good moment.…

  • Leadership has always scared me. I’ve never wanted to be in the spotlight. I wanted to help those in it but never wanted to be the face. I always attributed that to stage fright, to how I speak and slur words. And some of it is insecurities of things like those and are valid. But…

  • I wonder who we’d be to each other if we met today. Would we be closer because there’s less insecurity from me? Less relying on you to be a role you never asked to be? Would we be farther apart, because I wasn’t so focused on growing our relationship? Should I trust that everything happens…

  • Today is the last day of me being 25. And also my last day on my parents’ insurance. lol. But in all seriousness. This year has been really, really hard. Change in friendships, spending 357 days of 25 being without a job offer, extreme depression, suicidal thoughts, no money, and just confused. But this year…

  • These have been hard 2 days. Since the unemployment chapter has started, these low moments are not uncommon. And if I’m being honest, these low moments were there well before I got laid off. I think about my life and I thought life would be easier. That I would feel more stable, confident. These low…

  • Warning: There is explicit language in this post. Dear God, Today I’m completely in my head. And I can’t get out. It feels like all the insecurities I’ve spent months dismantling all came back and I’m drowning in my thoughts. I think it all started when my cousins came. And I don’t know, when family…

  • This has been a really profound week for me. I didn’t realize it but Holy Week left me on a high with a deeper appreciation for God. This week brought me back to my reality lol. First off, my friend is annoying me. I think my period is coming but I also think I need…

  • Hello hello hello! So… Lemme explain. I had every intention of doing a Good Friday post on the actual date. But then…my phone hit my laptop and cracked the screen and it was unusable. And it was weird I felt like I should be freaking out. And I kind of started to. But I felt…

  • Worthy is your name, JesusYou deserve the praiseWorthy is your name. Jesus Washes the Disciples’ Feet 1Now before the Feast of the Passover, when Jesus knew that his hour had come to depart out of this world to the Father, having loved his own who were in the world, he loved them to the end. 2During supper, when the devil had already put…