This is Me: Finding My Voice
A blog to openly put all my feelings while I'm discovering and loving myself.
Category: Thoughts
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Dear God, I thank you that you are God of all. That there is only one of you. That I don’t have to go to various gods for various emotions or things. I can give it all to you. I thank you God that you are truly Kadosh-holiest of it all. I thank you Lord…
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Yes, the world is dark-Yes, hope can seem futile But what if we chose to keep on believingnot in people, or government, but in Yahweh Yes, sin has made the world fractured-In ways that we understand and can’tBut the world has always been impacted by sinThe only constant has been God’s goodness The same God…
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In my previous post, I mentioned how I was bored. Well, I spoke too soon because soon a new emotion came in the nighttime: hopelessness. And I think even beyond hopelessness anger at myself. I feel like a waste of space. I know I’m not, but that’s my feeling right now. I don’t know. It’s…
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Dear God, Right now Naomi Raine’s song “Be with Me” is playing. She has a verse in the bridge “Fear has no choice but to bow down, darkness gives way to the light now, heaven and earth they respond to the sound, whatever I speak that’s what it’ll be.” I’m having a hard time believing…
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Hi. It’s been a while. I’m still here. We thank God. Happy new year. I’m still unemployed. The past month has been good. I’ve remained hopeful, I’ve had interviews, and occupied myself with other things (like subbing, sims, etc). I’m trying to eat healthier and go to the gym more. But today? Today is hard.…
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This week I have felt at peace. And it’s scaring me. I wonder if I’m becoming too comfortable in it. I got laid off in April. I have been unsuccessfully looking for a new job since. I’ve felt a roller coaster of emotions. Betrayal, embarrassment, anger, sadness, hopelessness. But now I feel at peace. But…
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So I have a hard time with being authentically me. And during this transition of life, I think one lesson God is trying to teach me is that freedom in Christ means the privilege to be authentically the way God has created me. When I think back to April, I can’t help thinking how different…
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So I’ve never been in a relationship. And I’m 25. And it really bothers me. But I think what really bothers me is because I don’t feel desirable to others (particularly men). First, let’s start with where I’m at right now. I have this tendency to have crushes out of boredom (I’m a lil delulu…
This is Me: Finding My Voice 