Category: Thoughts
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In January, I wrote a post about having a servant’s heart and the traits needed to cultivate that. I was previously convicted that my stubbornness was causing fractures and for unity, I need to have a servant’s heart. This post, I think, especially with Holy week, I’ve also been sitting, juggling having a servant’s heart…
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Jesus Cleanses the Temple 12 And Jesus entered the temple and drove out all who sold and bought in the temple, and he overturned the tables of the money-changers and the seats of those who sold pigeons. 13He said to them, “It is written, ‘My house shall be called a house of prayer,’ but you make it a den of robbers.” 14 And the…
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Today started off really well. And now I’m in my head. Lol. So, I don’t know if I’ve mentioned this in other blogs, but I serve on the prayer team at my church. And that has come with its highs and lows, but I do think I’m right where God wants me to be. That…
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So, I watched a podcast episode and it made me think of a lot of things. And maybe this space can also be a place for me to unpack. So, fyi, it’s not a Christian podcast. But the 2 hosts and their guests are all Christian. And one of them is a recent Christian, but…
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Right now I feel empty. I’m in church right now and I feel deeply lost. I feel like I’m losing a battle even though God has already won the battle: I’m deep in comparison battle. I feel like I’m losing a battle. I’m slowly falling into self hatred. I just don’t know why anyone would…
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Sigh. I don’t know anymore. Everyone is annoying me. But I think it’s because I don’t know how to be a freidn. I feel bad because nothing is happening in my life. And I’m sad. The relationships I envision aren’t there. And it’s maybe a combo of me being me but also life. TV lied.…
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Hey! Lol, I thought I’d be gone for awhile. Turns out I have gotten used to writing my feelings out so here goes. There’s no concrete structure, just ramblings. Today at church, something that stood out to me was making my body a house of worship, a place of Bethel and where God lives. Worship…
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Dear God, I thank you that you are God of all. That there is only one of you. That I don’t have to go to various gods for various emotions or things. I can give it all to you. I thank you God that you are truly Kadosh-holiest of it all. I thank you Lord…
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Yes, the world is dark-Yes, hope can seem futile But what if we chose to keep on believingnot in people, or government, but in Yahweh Yes, sin has made the world fractured-In ways that we understand and can’tBut the world has always been impacted by sinThe only constant has been God’s goodness The same God…
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In my previous post, I mentioned how I was bored. Well, I spoke too soon because soon a new emotion came in the nighttime: hopelessness. And I think even beyond hopelessness anger at myself. I feel like a waste of space. I know I’m not, but that’s my feeling right now. I don’t know. It’s…
